Tuesday, March 27, 2012
A Little Past Due
I know there are not a whole lot of people who follow me on this but for those of you who do I am sorry that I have been so bad at keeping this up to date.
So let me begin by saying that this semester has been one of the most HECTIC semesters EVER!! My goodness...! My classes are going well though, so far atleast :) I am taking a few classes that are defintely pushing my brain to learn, and in all honesty I am finding myself to where I am lacking the motivation and heart to do my work. I have been helping several people here at school with their math and some other subjects and for some reason I like helping them and do not mind helping with their homework but when it comes to me doing my own homework I just have no motivation to do it. Despite this, I am still getting it done! Praise the Lord I am not completely sucked dry of motivation.
Along with my classes there is softball! Oh you got to love College Sports...I hope you can sense a little sarcasm in that statement haha. Softball for me is definetly a LOVE/HATE relationship! There are some days where I love it, and other days I just want to quit. With the Langston Softball team there is always something happening. There are times when I think that nothing else could go wrong and then the next day something else happens...but at the same time because of all the obstacles that happen to us, the players have come together and really become a family this year. My thought on it all is this...
Softball is like life in a lot of ways...the more curve balls a pitcher throws at you, the better you get at driving that pitch oppo. (In softball language that is hitting it to right field :) )...in the same way the more obstacles you face in life the stronger and more mature you get.
So we have had our issues but we are learning and growing together. We have been doing really well this season and I am excited to see how the rest of season plays out! Right now our record is 10-9, and we are going on the road this weekend and playing three different schools, Southwest Assemblies of God (they are a conference team), Texas Southern, and Prairrie View.
With school and softball I don't have a whole lot of free time...but this semester I added another task. Why?...I have no clue haha. I will explain my thinking in a moment. I added on Tutoring for the school. The reason I did was because I get paid and I thought that the extra money would be nice so that I could use that to help with groceries and gas, and I like to help people and the school doesn't have very many kids who tutor in math and sciences. Had I known I would be this busy I would NOT have signed up. Although tutoring takes up pretty much all of my free hours in the day and then after practice, I have found myself really enjoying being able to help the kids. I love the kids I tutor and it makes me so happy when they come to me and show me that they made an A on a math test :) Makes me think that maybe I should be a TEACHER :) haha.
Anyways, that is about it with my life. I do not have much free time to do much else and am really just trying to stay focused and get through this semester.
A Little more Updates:
JARROD is doing great and only has a little more than a month left until he is done with the program! I am so proud of him and praise the Lord everyday for helping with him.
David and Macy both competed in the National Homeschool Basketball Tournament and both their teams won the Gold Ball Championship !! WOOT WOOT, and a special shout out to Macy for getting MVP on her team! I am so proud of both of them and love being able to boast a little about them :) Lauren is busy as ever at UCO and I get to see her on occasion! Both my parents are doing well! I thank the Lord everyday for giving me the energy to wake up and conquer that day! Phil. 4:13 I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength!
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Saturday, January 21, 2012
Focusing on the road ahead!
Hello, I know its been a while since my last update. Things have been extremely hectic for me but good news, the first week of school and practice is over with... YAY!!!
I'm so glad its over!
I really don't even know what exactly to say on here. I've been just a little blah lately... Or rather a lot blah! When life seems to not be going the way I want, I tend to focus on the negatives which makes the whole week seem like it was just not a great week at all, but I really want to focus on the good parts of the week so in helping me do that I want to just list a few!
My blessings:
-I have an amazing family who supports me and is always there for me.
-I have the most amazing friends who help me through all kinds of crap :)
- I am attending a university and have everything paid for.
- I get to play softball with an amazing group of girls... Go Langston Lions :)
- I have at least one friend in each of my classes.
- I'm ALIVE!!!
- and most importantly I have the Lord my Savior and his love is greater than EVERYTHING!!
Another plus that I didn't list is that I learn a lesson in every trial I face in life! I've been learning a lot lately and I have a feeling that the next few months are probably going to be the HARDEST months! I know God works everything out for the GOOD of those who trust him, but not going to lie I find it so incredibly hard to focus on how this is a good plan! Throughout the day I try and keep my mind occupied with other things, hang with friends, really anything that will distract me from facing the hurting and pain, and as I sit here tonight I realized I spent the day trying to figure out ways to keep me occupied that I missed the easiest, and best way, trusting and turning to the ONLY ONE who knows what's best for me. Did you catch that last part? Let me restate that... WHAT IS BEST FOR ME! I know nothing... And therefore I have no clue what is best for me in the long run and therefore need to look at the situation through the goggles of the BIG PICTURE!
It's so easy for me to just shut the door, its what I want to do right now more than anything is just shut the door, delete, and punch a wall, scream, cry, and do everything again. I've done all that before, the last time I felt this broken, I shut the door and turned to everything except the one I should have turned to, the one who knows my path! I learned a lesson last time, that my strength comes from God!
Proverbs 31:25 says
She is clothed with strength and dignity;
she can laugh at the days to come.
Although my heart is aching more than ever, I know that I am clothed with strength from the mightiest of mighty and that He knows what's BEST for me!
I want to encourage everyone who strugglings with the same thing I do, don't take the easy way out and react with anger and bitterness, no matter how hurt you are, take the harder road and forgive and trust God. We all broke his heart, and continue to break his heart everyday, but he forgives and loves us still. He is amazing! So forgive, and love, and when you feel weak just take a minute and pray!
And no matter how tough things are, there are always positive blessings ln life to be thankful for :)
-lissa
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Saturday, January 7, 2012
HOME!! ...for a little while atleast!
So I unpacked...FINALLY!! Man that felt good! One of my Best Friends Kaylee came over and we went through my room and bathroom and completely picked up and organized because my idea of unpacking was just emptying everything out of the suitcase and onto the floor of my room :)! So we got all that taken care of!
Other than that I just have had the time to go to lunch and grab some coffee with a few friends and cousins, which has really been great to catch up with everything!
The main reason for this blog was the share a couple new deserts that I tried this week that I got off of pinterest!
The first one was this cookie inception, basically a chocolate chip cookie cookie with an Oreo inside :) yummy! here is a link to the recipe http://worldofwonder.net/2011/03/24/Inception_cookie/
I of course had to document the making of these cookies so here are so some pictures! :)
Kaylee was on pinterest....I got her hooked on it. She is now worse than I am lol! |
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Unless people were lying to me these were good... and my personal opinion was that if you like strawberry and lemon then they are a HIT!! :)
I have been packing and getting ready to move back up to Langston. We start two a days on Monday, boy oh boy! School starts back up on Jan. 18th. I must say though I am ready for it all to start. I am not really ready in that I am "looking forward" or "excited" for it to start, I am more just ready so that I can get another semester over with! I have really found myself with little motivation to finish school out :/ Its horrible and driving me crazy because I still just don't feel 100% sure on what exactly I want to do in life! But I shall push on!! So I figure the sooner it starts the sooner it will end :) ha
Today I spent the morning cleaning the house with my mom and the afternoon packing up stuff for tomorrow, and so it was great to have some friends come over and hang out and watch a movie with my brother and sisters! And tomorrow is MOVING DAY!! Gosh I can't believe how fast time goes bye! :)
Till Next time
-Lissa
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Sunday, January 1, 2012
What A Year!!
Macy and I on our "Dinner Date!" :) |
The ENTIRE Family at stone mountain :)...well except for Kara! |
On top of Stone Mountain! |
Lauren and I :) |
Jarrod and I :) |
Palm Trees :) |
BEACH!!! |
Florida Sunset...so Beautiful!! :) |
This Picture is the Genius Creativity of Micah Morris :) |
Oklahoma Sunset! :) On the way home from Florida! |
Dinner in Dallas! at El Fenix.. the best Mexican resteraunt ever :) |
All the girls :) |
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Friday, December 9, 2011
Paris.... Part #2!!
It was not the best of weather...really cold and rainy but we did not let that damper our day :) |
I just love Christmas time!! |
Princess Aurora aka Sleeping beauty's Castle!! |
Space Mountain! Best ride!! :) |
It's A Small World, each country was decorated Christmas Style! SO Magical!! |
SHE WINKS!!!.....or her eye is just broken haha |
ALADIN!!!!!! One of my Favorites!! |
The Haunted Manshion...LOVED it! Cristen and I got so scared ha! |
Castle at night ! I think that one day I want to be a fairy tale Princess and live in a pink castle :) |
Waiting for the Parade to start :) |
MICKEY! |
Snow White! |
Ariel and Eric! ...The Little Mermaid!! :) |
Bell and Beast! MY FAVORITE!!! |
ALADIN :) My OTHER FAVORITE!! haha |
Minnie Mouse! |
After the Parade, Courtney and Yushi went off to eat dinner and Cristen and I went and explored Bell's town, and Ride the TEACUPS!!
The Library from Beauty and the Beast |
Gaston's Pub!! :) |
I am just so excited for the Tea Cup ride :) |
This is MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE PICTURE!! |
I just LOVE HER!! |
Such a great time! :) |
Cristen kissing her Prince Charming :) |
Aurora and Me..OH YEA :) |
We finished the night off with a CANDY APPLE!! |
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Tuesday, December 6, 2011
PARIS! The Last HURRAH trip! :)...Part #1
The back side of the Sacre Couer! |
The Sacre Couer! |
The View of the City! |
:) |
Breakfast! Ham and Egg Pancake |
The Louvre |
Anna :) |
The Pyramides inside the Louvre |
Mono Lisa! |
Just playing around inside the Louvre! |
View of the Eiffel Tower from the Tuileries!!! |
Anna and Emanuil :) |
Eiffal Tower... of course we had to have a photo shoot :) |
Miss Lovely Allison!! |
Caleb and Allison and I! |
OKLAHOMA KIDS!!! :) |
Just LOVE this!! :) |
We love Crepes!! :) |
At Night :) while its Sparkling!! |
Cristen and Allison! |
Notre Dame!! |
Notre Dame! |
this door was awesome the detail and message was just incredible! |
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